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懦弱

2012-02-14T00:34:00.001+08:00

每當遇到難題時，第一個想到的就是想轉身而逃。

這次也不例外。

我真是沒種。。

recently..

2012-02-12T06:04:00.001+08:00

A lot on my mind recently. About the future, about my next step, about upcoming plans, the road ahead. It is finally starting to catch up on me, the things I have been trying to run away from so hard, even for just 4 months.

my new watch

2012-02-11T04:19:00.000+08:00

My new watch I got today at a steal. Spent alone time today shopping and visited some of my favourite places in city hall. City Hall has got to be one of my favourite places around Singapore because there are so many hidden gems in there waiting to be discovered and it never gets old.

support opal bones!

2012-02-08T23:17:00.005+08:00

I know this is going to be so whatever but, to be honest, I can't choose which is my favourite because I'd wear them all. They are so pretty aren't they!!!! :)

p/s: The KABIITO KNIT SHORTS is such an ingenious name right!!!! I think its so cute!!! Kabiito~
Found it randomly. KABIITO is such a perfect name. ^_^

Please support!

byung hee-ah

2012-02-08T09:11:00.002+08:00

[Shut Up Flower Boy Band spoilers ahead. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED]

For those who have been following my twitter, you should have seen crazy tweets about this name called Byung Hee lately...

Well..... who is he?

Im a drama geek and recently I've been watching Shut Up Flower Boy Band, a korean drama surrounding a group of flower bad boys in a band called Eye Candy, with their rivals, Strawberry Fields, and their friendship, passion for music and relationships.

However, it sucks that the title of 'Flower Boy' misleads people to dismiss the show as foolish or stupid.

Because the show is much more than that.

It is very worth the watch imo. I already fell in love in the first episode.

Byung Hee, played by actor Lee Min Ki is the leader of Band Eyecandy.

I guess he is everything one will look for in a boyfriend.

Playful, Cute, Thoughtless, Sincere, Dorky, Real, Funny, Filled with passion, Brave, Loyal, Foolish, with a tinge of naiveness.

He automatically became my favourite since the show started.

(wont elaborate in details about the rest because this is a byung hee only post~)

Byung Hee:

With the rest of the band...

And more of Byung Hee because this post is for him:

Well, however good times don't last....

My heart broke when I saw this scene. I swear my jaw literally dropped.

It was sad to see Byung Hee go only after 2 episodes just as he was becoming everyone's favourite character. His character was so hard to not like, but sadly enough Lee Min Ki was just a cameo in the show which sucks because his acting is so awesome.

It's been a week or so since the 2nd episode and I still can't let Byung Hee go!!! I know he's only a character(minus the fact that Lee Min Ki himself is hot..) but really Byung Hee is too awesome to resist.

Everyone should totally start watching the show NOW. If not you shall regret. Anticipating what happens next with Byung Hee's departure though. It better be even better.

But I know the show will never be the same because Byung Hee is not there anymore.

p/s: (All pix in this post are credited to the awesome people in tumblr)

mermaid tears by opi

2012-02-08T07:14:00.001+08:00

New pretty sparkly nails.

OPI's mermaid tears topped with some glittery OPI top coat I found at home.

The micro glitters make my nails look really cute. Just like real mermaid tears.

opal bones debut

2012-02-06T23:58:00.002+08:00

So how do you like my 'antm' pose? hahahahaha!

Lookbook tmr! Rmb to check facebook.com/opalbones!

insecurity

2012-02-06T04:47:00.001+08:00

I have always feared that if someone falls in love with me with looks being part of the reason, then will he still love me when he sees my face without any make up? Im afraid the person might just run away upon seeing my bare face..

Especially with the new addition of big eye lenses(which I am about to ditch soon, sadly.), My make up is already considered thick to some. But I know my makeup isn't!!!! You can still see my freckles clearly and all that imperfections on my face.. It's probably the fault of the eyeliner.

Lets just say, people have been getting so used to seeing me in makeup that when I don't, I automatically look more horrible/cui minus the fact that I dont look particularly awesome or whatnot with makeup on. Makeup is yet another facade. Sigh.

Sidetracking, then again if someone dumps you because you just because look ugly, then that someone isn't really worth it afterall.

BUT I am NOT gonna stop putting makeup or even feel guilty about slapping makeup on my face because makeup and the whole process of applying it makes me happy and makeup can make up my day!!!!!! ^_^

So,

My conclusion to my no make-up face:

Before you want anyone to accept it, you must first come to terms with it yourself.

I hate how I feel insecure over small stupid matters sometimes. I need to deal with this shit.

best thing about 4th feb

2012-02-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

一日棒棒堂，终生棒棒堂。

This.

It has been long hasn't it.

So long I can't remember how long since..5/6 years ago?

I will forever remember 26th Jan though. It is good to see my boys again.

Even after so long.

I will forever remember this moment.

Like that time at Lunar.

This song is so old but still so good.

Too much thoughts today. I miss good old times.

Too bad they can never come back again.

Let's just remember this beautiful moment.

one of those nights

2012-02-04T03:35:00.003+08:00

in black and white

2012-02-03T06:08:00.002+08:00

Testing out the custom modes my uncle set for me on my Lumix!

Pix taken at 6am in the morning after a ZIRCA/REBEL night!

Attempting to smile in braces.. forgot what it feels like because I havn't smiled with my teeth shown since 3 years ago...

Attempting to show my horrible eyebags....

Sigh what can I say.....? EYE BAGS DON'T FKNG LIE!!! :(

Lashesss

What's new... sigh.

Life has been really bored.. I'm complaining... But then again life has been not bad.

I send huge hugs!

xx

PS: SPOT MY FRECKLES

vike's 21 birthday party~

2012-02-01T07:53:00.003+08:00

Vike's 21st birthday party @ some Hotel Re!'s ballroom.. such a place even exists in Singapore?

Fadz Lester Anil Randy & Deon (who are now all botak except deon)

Anil Randy Deon

Fadz & Aizat

Lester feeding Anil like a baby with the napkin..

Random artsy shots I attempted of a prize the guys won and my mustache ring~

Fadz and I with this random mask which was dropping.. SPOT MY NEW HAIR COLOUR ^^

Zouk after with @savethempty~~

Sourplum shots because @savethempty was harping on how good it was blah blah and didn't want tequila so I went along... Had it all to ourselves yum yum~

Tequila shots which is a nomz and I drank the blowjob shot as well with TONS AND TONS of whipped cream which was YUM.

Music was fking awesome that night and everyone was high and happy ^^ Super awesome night! Sats at Phuture is always good!

And of course because I saw Farhan ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

At it again.

2012-01-31T09:45:00.003+08:00

"daydreams were dangerous because they made her wish for things she couldn’t have."

good old song.

2012-01-28T06:12:00.002+08:00

gong xi fa cai~~

2012-01-28T02:11:00.000+08:00

HUAT AHHHHHHHHHH

HAPPY CNY~~~

Aunties from maternal side~

me momo & sissy

my sisssy

my uncle and my niece!

Pretty girls from my maternal side~ hehehe ^^

Little monster & 1

little monster & I part 2

sis agn~

My aunt from my paternal side!

Favourite paternal side aunt~~~~~ ^_^ Very pretty also~

Fave kaceng(backside/cousin) from maternal side!

Litte monster's daddy aka my kaceng also!

And just random camwhore photos of me~

no steamboat this year :( :( :(

Hope everyone gets a lot of red packets!!! :)

p/s: oh ya damn sad cuz I didn't take pix with my ah ma >:( >:(

wow.

2012-01-26T09:29:00.001+08:00

YOU MUST LIVE IN THE PRESENT, LAUNCH YOURSELF ON EVERY WAVE, FIND YOUR ETERNITY IN EACH MOMENT. FOOLS STAND ON THEIR ISLAND OF OPPORTUNITIES AND LOOK TOWARD ANOTHER LAND. THERE IS NO OTHER LAND; THERE IS NO OTHER LIFE BUT THIS.

Henry David Thoreau

Last min JB seafood supper adventure

2012-01-25T06:13:00.001+08:00

Last minute JB supper at 11pm some time back! I miss the food already..

JC boy ordering the food like a boss

Fresh fishies waiting to be devoured~

and meanwhile... camwhoring is what we do best while waiting for delicious food to arrive...

AND.

FOOD.

ARRIVED!!!!!!!

Was really happy because that was my only meal for the day and I didn't get to eat anything until around 12+ am!!

LO AND BEHOLD.

MY FAVOURITE BEEHOON ON EARTH.

If you didn't know, I absolutely hate beehoon.. I never eat beehoon..

But THIS beehoon is the only beehoon I eat because it is just simply mouthwatering!! It's packed as shown but when you pull it out, HOT STEAM COMES OUT FROM IT AND IT IS JUST YUMMY!!!

Tie ban dubu~

lalalalala~

sambal kangkong!

Cereal prawn which we tried(had steamed ones previously) which wasn't really tasty. The cereal was badly done :(

Fried squid which the rest like! Im not a very big fan of squids in general..

NOM NOM THE STEAM FISH WAS SUPER DUPER DUPER GOOD!

The soup was really really tasty and savory and just duper good. The fish was fresh too!! Everyone agreed that the fish was really yummy and kept eating it!

Love the seafood.. total bill added up to RM200+ which was like only around 20sgd per person and it was really worth it! The beehoon and fish are the most most most scrumptious! The beehoon was literally gone in 5 mins!!! Mad delicious! ^_^

Yes and the 4 of us squeezed into the backseat.. as usual! hehe

Meet our 2 botak boys!!!! :)

Went into JB around 12am and came out at 1am+ after dinner!

BUT!!!!!!

Because it was already 1am+ in the morning, there were no more public buses which could send us back across the causeway... so we were stuck in a huge and empty bus terminal..

I was lamenting about how we could get shot and die on no man's land because apparently it is now illegal to walk across the causeway...? We had faith though.. that we would eventually cross the causeway to go back to Singapore and not get stuck in JB!

Faith worked and a private bus came to the bus terminal!!!! A kind uncle offered to send us across the causeway at a small fee! *Happy*

And so we hitched a ride. Thought the uncle was only sending us to the malaysia customs but he waited to pick us up after clearing Singapore customs also!!!!! I swear we were so happy because we thought the uncle was just gonna leave us there and we had to walk out to get a cab or something.

Kinso and I didn't want to go home so we made a crazy last min decision of hitting the club!!!! So uncle offered to send us to the destination he was going(Around Bugis) and dropped JC off halfway. Kinso and I then hailed a cab to Butter but it was full so we headed to ZOUK around 2am+!!!

Made tons of new friends at Zouk that night! Awesome things always happen when kinso and I both club together!!! Long story cut short, we became doctors overnight! *proud*

Drank an unknown drink the bartender picked out for us... supposed to be something that can get you really high but we pulled through~

Got home when the sun rose that day..

It was really a great and adventurous night. One of those awesome nights you'd never forget..

Ending off with a pix of Kinso & I after zouk!

cny pix coming up! stay tuned xx

2012-01-23T02:27:00.001+08:00

Happy cny!!

With blurred pixels

2012-01-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

[Peplum Top; H&M, Hotpants; TOPSHOP, Tote; KATE SPADE, Flats; H&M]

tribal nails

2012-01-20T06:46:00.003+08:00

Was suddenly in the mood so I decided to paint my nails tribal just in time with cny.

Designs were randomly made up by me with picture references to google.

(Left Hand)

(Right Hand)

Like the designs on my right hand more! I'm right-handed btw.

Took me 4 hours and I painted everything with my own hands.. Quite satisfied with the results since it was my first time attempting!

less liner

2012-01-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

My minimal 'natural' makeup look. Though I could go lesser on the liner.

I hope I will get to wear this look for some time.

new toys

2012-01-18T00:12:00.001+08:00

NEW TOYS FOR MAKEUP JUNKIE!!!!!!!

Urban Decay 24/7 Waterproof Liner in Perversion ($32)

Finally time to change my liner after Benefit's magic ink(which I dislike). I have always wanted to try this out since its waterproof and UD's 24/7 liners have always been highly raved regardless of kohl or liquid liner! Hope it doesn't disappoint!

MAC Iridescent Powder / Loose Silver Dusk ($40)

Wouldn't call this an impulse buy cuz I've been thinking of it for quite long now. I have always been a contour/highlight/conceal person so this is my new hi-light! New addition to my MAC vanilla pigment and Etude House Golden Ratio in Pink! Gonna add this to my BB cream for sure! Tried it out before I bought it and it really gives a really pretty sheen especially as hi-light!!

Contemplating to buy a lot more make up this year if I can.

But this year, above anything, I am aiming to buy NARSSSSS.

NARS shall be my main aim this year if possible. I have been setting my eyes on Orgasm since ages. Would buy sleek makeup if I could since they're well known NARS knockoffs but I shall buy the real deal if I can!

Okay end of makeup vomit!

so fucking true.

2012-01-16T07:38:00.002+08:00

The ones depressed don't dress in black. The ones who believe they're fat don't announce it. The ones scared don't scream. The ones struggling don't show their scars. The ones hurting the most are the ones hidden.

8am now.

2012-01-16T07:35:00.002+08:00

Goofing around to the songs I posted in the post below, refusing to go bathe and sleep.

Meet my new specs for 2012. I love them a lot.

what say you?

Have a great day! Feels like a beautiful morning, X

7am discovery

2012-01-16T06:38:00.001+08:00

I just chanced upon this song and I swear this is one amazing song.

Just listen to the lyrics.

The lyrics of the songs are so deep.
This guy makes good music and he writes good lyrics, which are sincere.

I always say Eminem is god.

This guy reminds me of Eminem in a way.

You are going to regret if you do not listen.

I like them a lot.

Let me know if you feel the same.X

weight loss diary

2012-01-13T04:58:00.002+08:00

For those of you who havn't already know, I've been working out everyday.

5 mins of insane workouts w/o rest inbetween. Enough to kill.

Routine 1:

30 second intervals of

1.mountain climbers

2.yoga plank

3. knee-to-elbow plank

Do for 5 mins straight

Routine 2:

1 set :

1. 20 mountain climbers

2. 20 knee-to-elbow planks

3. 20 high knees

I do 4 sets.

I usually just do 1 routine but after about a week I cannot go on anymore so I switch the routines up. Guess its a good way to keep me going.

My ideal weight is 45. The last time I weighed I was 46kg but Im pretty sure I'm about 47-48kg now. This is no scale january so I'll weigh on the last day of this month... and see if my routine is effective. The problem is my eating diet. It's screwed. So hopefully I'd get to my ideal weight IF I start getting my willpower to eating right.

Wish me luck!

didn't know about this until yesterday...

2012-01-12T23:53:00.001+08:00

Zirca > Rebel

through all that shit.

2012-01-11T19:26:00.003+08:00

Kisses XX

It's been long since our faces appeared together in this space.

Part 1 of my adventurous day!

Quick meetup with Enli before supper at JB with some of my favourite people!

Stay tuned! X

公主病- 周杰倫

2012-01-10T03:45:00.003+08:00

My favourite song of his new album. The MV finally came out after so long! Jay chou will always be my favourtie c-pop male singer.

The lyrics of this song is just too sweet and too cute. I am wondering if there's any special story behind this song or simply just what is going through his mind when he wrote this song.. or who he wrote this song for..

Well, I guess I can relate to this song well since being a hopeless romantic, I have always dreamt of the really sweet things a boy will do if he loves a girl this much, hoping someday this fantasy will happen to me~

I have always always been a huge jay chou fan and my dream is to go to his concert one day. Anyway I just can't stop listening to this song.

Jay Chou forever.

new read

2012-01-10T01:36:00.002+08:00

Decided to get these books in popular the other day. It's a waste of money to buy books there because they'll definitely be overpriced but since I was desperate...

Cheers to more mitch albom!

2012

2012-01-07T07:44:00.000+08:00

Close to 8am and I just came home!

Deleted all my 2010 & 2011 archives.

I realized I have a habit of doing so...

Goodbye wordy past!

The five people you meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom

2012-01-06T03:08:00.001+08:00

1. "Strangers," the Blue Man said, "are just family you have yet to come to know."

2."sacrifice is a part of life. it is supposed to be. it's not something to regret. it's something to aspire to. little sacrifices. big sacrifices. a mother works so her son can go to school. a daughter moves home to take care of her sick father.

"sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. you're just passing it on to someone else."

3.holding anger is poison. it eats you from the inside. we think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. but hatred is a curved blade. and the harm we do, we do to ourselves.

4."lost love is still love, eddie. it takes a different form, that's all. you can't see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. but when those senses weaken, another heightens. memory. memory becomes your partner. you nurture it. you hold it. you dance with it.

5.There are five people you meet in heaven. Each of them was in your life for a reason. You may not have known the reason at that time, and that is what Heaven is for. For understanding your life on earth.

Good read.

ulzzang yay or nay

2012-01-05T04:52:00.001+08:00

Me and my ulzzang attempt. How do you think I'd fare?

No photoshop hor I say first. I only adjusted the contrast and all that :)

I spy my freckles ;)

leave the past where it belongs.

2012-01-05T04:45:00.003+08:00

With that I hope you'll forgive me.

Happy Birthday Wen

2012-01-05T04:44:00.001+08:00

You're 20.

Thank you Jingo for the cake!

as much as we try.

2012-01-03T23:06:00.003+08:00

“I thought of everything being washed away, again and again. We make such messes in this life, both accidentally and on purpose. But wiping the surface clean doesn’t really make anything any neater. It just masks what is below. It’s only when you really dig down deep, go underground, that you can see who you really are.”

—	What Happened to Goodbye by Sarah Dessen ✿ (via heyrainbows)

2012 lets be friends.

2012-01-01T05:27:00.001+08:00

(via tumblr)

This shall be another life changing year.