Tuesday, June 13, 2017


today I realized I lost myself the past few months. Somewhere along struggling to survive I sold my soul to the devil and I realized that change starts with the decision of wanting to try.

Friday, May 26, 2017

hbd rach

hbd rach it has been so long im so glad we still are friends despite it all
we are 25 lets make it to 35 together
I love you so much 


Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Tuesday, May 2, 2017


I cant tell you if Im happy or not but the thing I can tell you is

Im trying


Sunday, March 5, 2017

emotional attachment woes

the water heater at home has died for at least 4 months now but it is still torment every single night when I take a shower..... I tell myself to hold it in but every night I just dread bathing...... I feel like I can't bathe without hot water...